Dear Dan

I Love you…. Yes!!! I finally said it… I know I know, I see the sign and I ignore it, it’s actually my fault, and she is not a consolation prize and you love her, but I love you too, so Here’s a thing,

I hate it when you said your getting married and I'm the first one to know.

I hate it when i need to be there in your wedding day. 

I hate when you said she don’t make coffee for you, and all you want is to start your day she - making you a cup of coffee, when you can just buy coffee maker instead of marrying her.

I hate that i need to lie, when she's asking me question.

I hate it when you said i would find much better who would appreciate me.

I hate it when your complaining about your married life, when I just broke up with my boyfriend because His not you, 

He never laugh at my silly joke like you do.

He hates me when I'm not being nice, while you always encourage me to be mean girl

He hates that sometime i forgets. but your used to it

He hate me when i criticized him, but you know I'm just being sweet.

He doesn’t like me talking too much

He doesn’t know that i used to wear hairbands

He sleeps watching old movies.

He find me being sarcastic when i just being witty

I know you cared, I know you love me

but..............

Let me be just be a bitter person for now, 

Sorry Sorry, I could listen anymore, 

Sorry I would need time to be OK, 

Sorry if I'm dwelling of WHAT IF's

Sorry I'm not happy you being happy

Sorry I cant be a friend to you now

I always say we have a great connection as friends, you even said you'll always be their for me, 

And i remember telling you their is no YOU and ME, we just have friendship.

but I was wrong, 

Because the Truth is you're the only person that know all my secrete and seen me in my worse, but still accept me. 

Were running in the same circle, so maybe when I meet you again, 

and we can be friends again

and maybe we can watch movie together two seat apart. 

For NOW I don't KNOW Dan Humprey .

Blair

How many person you know Named KAREN?

As my old friend used to say... Karen... Name of 1 out 10 women...  back In Elementary a have a friend name Karren, Spelled KARREN, actually were 3 Karen, Maria Karen, Karren, And me... In High again were 3 karen, Karen Rose, Karen Idonna, and me... My college life was different No one Name Karen aside from me... and that only becuase Were 4 women out 27 in that class. How happy i am to be the only Karen, but the irony of it, every one wants to call me Gina...  After college is work... and in work were 2 karen,  Karen Rose and Me... KAREN the most ordinary Karen i heard... i never known a person name karen and just be Karen..... All off karen I've known is either had 2 names or Karen would spelled differently... And that why i find my self ordinary... Just as simple Karen... Maybe that the reason... why i’m like this... my name fits me... Karen a Ordinary name, A ordinary Person... How i wish i could be special...  like having special talent, like singing, dancing, or just being good in any sport, or maybe just having an higher IQ. Sometimes i pity myself for not knowing what is the different between a patronal and pastoral, for not knowing what is the right pronunciation or spelling of word. Sometimes people took me for granted and it hurt me a lot. But looking back again. 1 out of 10 mother, want to name their daughter KAREN, a beautiful name for a lovely girl, Name of a famous singer, brilliant scientist, great actress, My Name, and maybe someday would make a simple stories that will touch every one who had  a simple heart. And i know i can live not being special, for i know God’s love me for who i am..

10 Thing i love being single

1. Walang taga repeat nang parangaral nang Ama at Ina…….

2. Matipid… kasi kahit walang load lage OK lang…. Hinde kaylangan mag pagupit lage kasi walang mag asabing panget na buhok mo… At Higit sa lahat..

3. Pag walang BF o GF Ikaw ang paboritong Anak… Kasi ang sweldo mo ay Hinde na uubos sa pkikipag Date o Pag bili nang gift sa gagawang okasyon….

4. Magiging Closed sa mga pamangkin o kapatid.. kasi pag bagong sweldo instead na jowa kasama ay ang mga kapatid o pamangkin…

5. Hinde magkakaraoon nang cancer of Ear… kasi Hinde laging nakadikit ang CP sa tenga…

6. At kung babae OK lang kahit sino mag libre sayo.. kasi pag may JOWA ka issue na pag nag palibre ka sa ibang lalalke….

7. At walang sisita kahit… kumain ka pa nang fishball sa may kanto… o kumamain ka man nang BBQ sa tapat nang JFC….. Wlang papasin kung naka T-shirt o na ka short kana pumunta sa Chowking nang 2am…..

8. Laging productive sa trabaho… kasi walang tawag nang tawag kung anong oras manunundo o susunduin sa opisina…At higit sa lahat Hinde nag mamadaling mag OUt… kasi wala naman Date eh….

9. Mas madaming friend…. kasi hinde ma babadtrip sayo mg friend mo… kasi wala kang curfew… walang tatawag na umuwi ka na… walang magagalit kung umuwi kaman na gumagapang sa bahay nyo… at hinde kasama mo nga mg frienship mo pero tunog nang tunog ang CP…

10. At Higit sa Lahat…. MAPAYAPA ANG BUHAY… kasi walang constant WAR….

NO to RH Bill

At first I was RH Bill Supporter, Why not they say it is the solution to the poverty, anything that helps our Government to be better is always good. But recently I have watch a debate, a UP Student  Ask "How we can be sure that this bill will be the solution for increasing poverty in our Country?" he added as he begins to study the bill he found out that this is not the answer. I begin to doubt at my stand, at first, i search for the RH bill, read  it (sobrang haba, di ko din ma gets ung iba). After reading it (http://jlp-law.com/blog/full-text-of-house-bill-no-5043-reproductive-health-and-population-development-act-of-2008/) some how i know what inside, it is a family planning and sex education, well specified, So whats wrong about it?, then i heard a senator said we already have a program regarding family planning and it is currently a source of corruption in DOH. (sabi ko sa sarili ko... oo nga noh, may family planning  pala ang DOH). so i look for it (http://www.doh.gov.ph/programs/family_planning/profile.html) then read again, It is almost the summary of RH bill without the Sex education, so  i search again i found out that Dep Ed had its own Plan to in Sex education (http://www.deped.gov.ph/cpanel/uploads/issuanceImg/jun8-sex.pdf). I begin to ask do we need something we already have? The problem is not about the Bill the problem is the implementation, if this program of DOH and Deped is properly implemented, then were not discussing now the RB bill.

Madami siguro mag tataas nang Kilay, Pero kahit sabihin pa nilang bobo si Manny Pacquao, at isa syang impokrito, may point sya, Hinde Population ang problema nang bansa,at hinde ito ang ugat nang kahirapan. Ang problema ay ang gobyerno at edukasyon, sa dami nang ahensya natin ilan ba dito ang walang corruption, ilan ba dito ang ginagawa nila ang trabaho nila, ilan bang congressman, senator ang di nang papa ka sasa sa Pork barrel nila. Kahit di ako mag survey alam natin pag ang isang tao ay nakatapos at nakapag aral mas napag iisipan nya nang mabuti ang pag papamilya, mas napag hahandaan, walang masama sa pag kaka roon nang madaming anak, magiging masama lang ito kung ang magulang ay walang kakayahan na mapag aral ang kanilang mga anak, Di natin kaylangan turuan ang mga kabataan na gumamit nang pills o condom, para mawala ang kahirapan. kaylangan lang nila maka tuntong sa paaralan. daming lugar sa pilipinas na walang School kung meron man, ito ay ka lunos lunos. Buti pa ang Eat Bulaga nang dodonate nang Library sa mga school, NO to RH Bill kasi meron na tayo nito, NO to RH bill kasi di ito dapat ang pinag aaksayan nang panahon nang mga mang babatas, No to RH bill, Kasi YES to NO Corruption, and Yes To Education, madaming Congressman na favor sa RH bill nag sasabi na ito nga ang sagot sa kahirapan. Naranasan ba nilang maging mahirap? dapat tanungin natin ung mga taong nakaranas nang kahirapan at nag tagumpay. Is not about the church and state it about us, Us who should learned from our past, masakit man but Pilipinos Never Learned!!!!!

Pangalawa

2

I’m a second child living in a second life(sabi nang nanay ko Blue baby daw ako second life ko na nga ito)… kapalaran ko bang maging pangalawa. Never in my entire school life naging una ako, Elementary Section 2 at pag dating nang High School Section B ako., Natatakot ba akong maging Una o di ko lang talaga kayang maging Una… May dalawang teacher nag sabi sakin na magaling  daw ako. Grade 6 math teacher- Alam ko ako ang favorite nyang student… ako lang yata ang di takot sa kanya sa buong Class namin., di ko rin alam kung bakit di ako takot sa kanya., siguro dahil sa lahat nagging teacher ko sa elementary sya lang na iintindihan ko., Na alala ko sinama nya ako sa mag e exam sa Phil Sci., iilan lang kaming section 2 nuon na sinama… Ni hinde ko man lang napasa ung 1^st screening, at dun ko nalaman na di talaga ako magaling.,  2^nd Year High School Math Teacher- 1^st grading exam., nagulat ako., ako una nya tinawag., sabi nya sa buong 2^nd year na tiniuturuan ko alam mo bang ikaw sana naka kuha nang perfect score., Di ko pa din alam ibig nyang sabihin, Sobrang saya ko na nuon na highest ako. Bihira lang mangyari sa buhay ko un., pagkatapos nang class nya kina usap nya ako., Pinakita nya sakin kung saan ako nag kamali., Na kakatawa kasi hinanap din nya kung bakit mali sagot samantalang tama naman solution ko sa last solving problem., At na kita nya. Na iba ko pala ung arrangement nang number sa second line nung solution. Pero kung tutuosin tama ung sagot ko., Tanga lang talaga ako. Pag graduate nang High School alam ko na talaga gusto ko kunin na kurso pero pinili ko pa din ung second option, ang sumunud nalang sa magulang ko. At dinala ko un hangang college, Na alala ko sabi nung isang Teacher sakin pag katapos kong humingi nang second chance kasi alam ko ibabasak nya ako,  Why you always second guess yourself, do you know when I put you in that group I thought you will take the lead, but instead you just let yourself be a follower, so don’t blame me for the grouping blame yourself you don’t even try hard enough,   Umalis ako nun thinking uulitin ko nalang ung subject, na gulat din ako nun nung nalaman kong nakapasa ako. Thinking it again, I never aim to be first in my entire school life, Nag aaral lang ako para makapasa, sapat na sakin pumasa. My second Job, ang tagal ko din dun, di nga ako pangalawa nag iisa naman ako.  At habang tumatagal tumatanda din ako, tumatanda di ko pa din alam dapat kung ano dapat kong unahin. Pero kung may second chance pa ulit, pipilitin ko na, pipilitin ko nang maging una, pipilitin ko nang gawin lahat nang pwede kong gawin. Kasi ayoko na umulit, tama na ang isa lang… at ang buhay ay iisa lang. Isang buhay lang nilaan sa bawat isa, at pag nawala, wala na talaga.